I am lock out of my hotmail account , They say I might not be Me !

 This is for my dawnangel hot mail acccount. If you were me then you might get sick with a cold or just down to earth tired from all I have gone through. Next  year I am going to be alot older next year and I am still working as care person. I have many jobs so sometime I forget which password this time I used for this new computer so that is now four laptops and home computer my younger son going on 30th  next year was using . Also, I have two other older children , one 48 with Downs Syndrome.  I will have to go get someone to help me to get into my dawnangel 999@hotmail but right now I am too tired to play with it .Copyrights (c) dawnangel

The Opal ring

  The year I still lived at North End Wigmore Court I was given gifts by Bernie , purple jumpsuit, tape recorder bought from Thorns Hardware where he work for short time before going to Irving Pulp and Paper but own by another company back at the time. The Opal ring with garnets around the opal , I was age 14 at the time. I was taken to restaurants and Bernie would force me to eat when I didn't want to as I was not hungery. This is an issue over control as no one would make a 14 teen year old eat . At my school he would come to my school and get me to take the day off so I got way behind but he didn't seem to care. Bernie would buy me things that were not healthy, alcohal and cigarettes. Now today we know these things can kill you and make you very sick. Three times the police stop Bernie for sitting too close to me and letting me drive down a back road without licence and they did nothing to try to protect me so Bernie could have done anything with me and nothing would be done. This is why young girls end up died as policemen do nothing. Mrs Marks , police women did nothing! I didn't have father to protect me so I ended having to marry him after he got me pregnant. That same year at 14 teen he tried to take nude pictures of me but I kept saying no . Bernie  had many pictures of his first young wife , was careless with them . He let people see them so I didn't want that to  happen to me as I respect me body, my private place. I am christen .  (C)Copyrights dawnangel pin name

The diamond Bernie Gave Me

 The visit to St Joseph Hospital I had the diamond ring he gave me so this kept my mouth close because I believe this person love me but he was still married to his first wife and not yet divorced. I may have been pregnant but didn't know it yet. My doctor wouldn't give me birth control pills  but said be a good girl and go back to school. My sister came home from Montreal and came to 50 Hazen Street and I told her my  Dr Yang  wouldn't give me birth control so she took me to a women doctor; but it was too late as I was already pregnant. Dr Yang also was Bernie Burhoe  doctor at the Rothesay Paper Mill but now Irving Paper Mill. I think my doctor could have protected me a little better or was protecting Bernie instead? Young girls should learn to love themself. There was another ring Bernie bought me but I gave it to my daughter, an opals with garnets around it. I have the diamond he gave me. I don't know the value but just memory. (C)Copyrights dawnangel