Why are the people in tents in the winter and summer

 This morning I called my Downs Syndrome son worker at Agar Place about my son Troy cheque, or disablity cheque got stop and they said they wouldn't give me Troy cheque. Tomorrow is his 48 birthday and I decided I get someone from Law office to look into why his cheque is stopped again? It tells me Social Devolopment doesn't respect the job I don 't being Troys mother for 48 years. Now back in 2000, they said I couldn't give up my job as Troys mother because they said they needed me to protect Troy from his dad Bernie from abusing him. Now Family Court they didn't respect to protect him in count and said I didn't Subpoena them to Court and they almost sounded with contempt. I have information from an MP office that Social Developement didn't believe a young teen boy or protect him when Donnie Snock was sexually abusing he and that later took his life. I feel sorry for the children in Saint John NB Canada.  I have another story I will write about Troy's doctor who after his daughter died all of sudden asked me out on three dates and told me all his personal issues, there was other things he would say to me. To continue!   This may be a best seller. dawnangel. (C)Copyrights.

Devils house on Bayside Drive On the Same side of Church

    I went to see if the devils house was still there and take a picture for a  book but it was removed but couple weeks ago it was still there. May a fire took it down or the city removed it because there a bad history to that house. Many years ago child was assaulted there in the middle of the night and she was only about 11 years Old she had no breast developed, just a child in her PJs sleeping . He was a Monster , prey on sleeping children and threating them not to tell or else? . This was not the first time the child was threated.  Maybe the child can find some peace or closer. Usually if there is one child abused there maybe there was many children over the years and they came forward with complaints to the police,  (C) Copyrights !  dawnangel 

 

Parking at Fernhill Cemetery Crematory

 A memory of a date in his car that Ernie took Dawn parking in front of the Crematory . So strange now that I am older and had told it in therapist years later. I found Scary years later  to go there to go there to visit my brother's grave. I don't feel this is the  best choice to take fourteen year girlfriend.  It s in poor taste to take any girl there to walk . Now I am much older and these are the memories of his strange behavior. I find this a sick joke for someone to do to a young girl. Dawn should have had a  bodyguard as there was  evil men in Saint John NB. (C) dawnangel 

It Hard to Forget in Church

I look down gallery each Sunday at church there she is my Teacher from Saint Perter School . I am remenbering the year I last went there . Ernie is taking me parking and driving around Saint John NB and Rothesay and getting me drunk . In school I can't learn as my mind won't work. I am sleeping at school and maybe more so after car mishap and he is trying to get me to drive the car from passenger side and I let go of the wheel because he had me impaired .  Also it is dark and I can't see to drive . That year I am  age fourteen at this time so he broke up with me because of the car mishap so he said I wasn't let out late enough. Ernie is nine years older. His driving lesson remind of my father in St Martens who got me to drive his car up the field and park so maybe this feels like a connection to my dad but my father doesn't touch me sexually.   takes me swimming like my  father   so another connection. Names may be change in my story this is for legal reasons. (c) dawnangel 

Remember My Youngest brother Jeff

 It was the summer I was seventeen and pregnant . We had move to GrandBay NB and I am living in a Mimi Home right behind the Bakery and Hardware Store. It was hot summer so I would walk up to the Dariy Queen for ice cream. I love Grand Bay and the Drive -in Theatre was just down the road but I don't think he took me then and he was too busy on strake with his Mill job and the Race Track. One warm summer day I had my youngest brother out he was only 8 years old. The boyfriend said he would return my brother to my mother in town. That night I receive a call from mother about my brother and she was upset and screaming at me and asking why he would give my youngest alcohal but I was confuse and  I not sure way he would do to him.  One night the boyfriend said his car was hit by a hit and run person but now with his history I am not sure?  One night the baby was on her way so  we went to the hospital and after I stayed with mother after the baby was born. This was her first grand child , a girl. It was now winter ,November .  After we later move to East Saint John to an apartment. This blog is dedicated to my youngest brother and to the thirteen age girls that are abused by older men and children that go missing each year.   This Blog is  also to educate people about the Grooming  by someone who builds a relationship , trust and emotional connection with a child or young person so they can manipulate, exploit and abuse them.  Some of these men will go on to exploit and trafficked young person. To my Brother Jeff who would have been 59 years old today if he was alive.  (C) Copyrights dawnangel 

The story of dawnangel at Thirteen Year Old

 The summer I was working in a small care home on Bayside Drive down past large Stella Maris Catholic  Church. I am working there because my parent knows the person who owns the Care Home. I am there also because of am cheap help as I am only 13 years old and I wouldn't know what I deserve to be paid. I had many jobs, help in the kitchen, take the trays to the elderly people. Help the staff bath and dress the patients. Also, clean and and paint a bedroom when the patients leaves for Hospital I also had the towels for the Hair salon to take out to laundromats next door and cleaning the Hair Salon . That summer a couple weeks before my 14 teen birthday I decided to drop by to visit a women in her early twentys. Her name was Jean White and she was diabetic and I felt sorry when she got out her big needle and the med she injected . I learn young how to take out the little bubbles out of the bottle of insulin. She  did this to help feel sorry for her and to manipulation. The next thing I knew she was taken me to meet her two friends. She me telling me I would be with a Ernie guy and she was going  date Randy Allen.  The next thing I knew they all at her boss house and they had alcohal and they gave some to me. I was thirteen years old and I was not going continue this but Jean kept if you don't see this guy then Randy he wouldn't date her. I felt I was being push into something I didn't want to continue but I heard that from Jean . One night I decided I had enough and I didn't this guy and he was too old for me. I went out in the dark of the night to leave to go home when this Eernie guy came after in his car and demanded for me to get car and he drove me back to Jean home . This how 13 teen year get mix up with someone that wasn't good for her. In Randys car his friend couldn't keep his hand off of me in the back sit and Jean and Randy in the front. His hands  all over my body without my consent. This happens  alot to young girls all over the world .  They start to buy with things, jewellery and purple jampsuit.  (c) dawnangel