Sometime In Around The End Of 2002 , Troy's Doctor place him on Risperidone

One day after a visit with Dr X he said he made mistake putting my son on Risperidone. Dr X said he was going to take Troy off the Risperidone but I thought it strange as he had just put Troy on the Risperidone pills. My son Troy has Downs Syndrome and after having some visits with my first husband Troy behavior because worst. It seem like the Risperidone made Troy violent and Troy started hitting my head and pulling out some my hair! It was what Dr X did in court was the reason that Troy was made to go back for visits Troy never wanted to go on those visits.  Dr X didn't protect Troy in court .  Dr X told in court I was over protective  of Troy and he said I sat in on all the visits . The reason I sat in on the visits  was because it was hard to understand Dr X and his language. It  was hard to understand the doctor speach for Troy and I .   Dr X was from the Ivory Coast. Also, sometimes Troy would fall to sleep in Doctor's office because of the Risperidone made Troy tired and have drug out look. After Troy took the pills he no longer drewed pictures or did his Art.    I believe Dr X shouldn't  have gone back to work so soon because  he couldn't think well enough and had depression from lose of his daughter.  Why would a Doctor send Troy back that  talks on his tape that his daddy hurts him!  I don't think he could do the  job well. Also, and made the mistake of putting Troy on the wrong pill or medication. He didn't take enough time to mourn his daughter. Dr X didn't take time to listen to Troy's tape because he wasn't well enough! I think he had lung desease. I told a social worker about him and she said he was a bad choice but I didn't see what she saw! ! I made some changes to protect his family and wife! They are good people.  (c)Copyrights! Dawn Goff

My Blog is Part of The Me Too! Movement

We Women will not remain silent anymore! For years these things remained sweep under the carpent because we turn our pain inside! We carry the shame for what they did to us! But No More! (C) Copyrights! Dawn Goff

My Son Troy 's Doctor Smoked While On Three Dates

On the first date he push me into the hotel door when I said I couldn't go though with dating him because he smoked . Next he light up a smoke and took out bottle of wine.  At Christmas he asked for a date but I said I was too busy with choir. Then there was two other dates  with the same doctor and I thought he was going to protect or help my son in court. Dr kept saying we are going to court , over and over he said we are going to court. When Dr X went to court he didn't help Troy's case and he didn't tell the truth in court either and it's on court papers the untruth too! He hurt Troy instead . Also, the tape that Troy made about his real dad he didn't take the time to listen or check it out. He didn't mention about given it to the police or Social Services!  It was a strange relationship where he told me his problems of his life. The lost of his daughter and his issues with his wife making him smoke in the garage but he wanted to smoke in the home. After his daughter  died he started Fundraising and asked me for some money for UNB scholarship in her name to keep her memory alive so I gave hunderd dollars as I felt his pain of lose of a daughter!  I felt like I was his therapist I was confused about him and felt sorry for him. I have Asthma and for the next two dates he smoked the whole time in the same room. I told him about my asthma but he didn't seem to care about my health.
 The ME TOO Movement!  (C) Copyrights! Dawn Goff                                                                                      This Doctor I had to Subpoena him three times as he didn't want to go to Family Court!          I had to study and learn how to do all the Court Papers! I am not Paralegal. I wanted to protect my Downs Syndrome as I believe in what he told me! I like to study law books on my off time of being a  PCA, Caregiver of the aged and dieing persons. I was very hurt by this man who went to court and didn't protect my son. I had a long relationship with this doctor in the Hospital with my son, Troy. On one of Troy's visits to see his Dr X while I was sitting beside him showing a picture book of my wedding Troy's Doctor started touching the top of my leg. I found this behavior strange in the Hospital. (C)Copyrights! Dawn Goff

One Women's Life

 In Canada it 's legal separation if you don't live together .     I had to goggle the Golf War started in August 2, 1990 and ended in  February 28,1991.  (C) Copyrightys!   Dawn Goff

A life of Young Women

    I breast feed my two sons for over a year both them. I was too young to have the knowledge to do the same for my daughter because when I asked my mother about it she discourage me from trying. I didn't have good advice at the time. I wasn 't well educated when I had both of my first two children until later after my first husband left me without job and income or education. How one is suppose to support themself and their two children is question only you could ask God at the time in 1981. My faith is the only thing that has kept me going as I had PTSD but my doctor at the time only could say to all his patients more then once in his office he coming to see me but never did as it was his cover for what he was doing in the office. Later what if you had some good young looking guy from church tell if you try to do too many things you wouldn't be good at anything? Now I believe this person and I gave my art up for only my music or choir! This sounds like one my worst teachers!  This sound like don't try anything new or learning something new! O'yes when I told I would have like to be a skater and he responded by saying you would be retired by now! A note from my true story! I  Love Law! Also, X is not signing his name either! If they can't sign their name then put X!  (C) Trumping ! Dawn Goff

Who is the Blame when Children are abused and neglected?

I know this issues very well! Who sees your children day after day , month after month and when you go missing who knows it ? This isn't a social workers issues it's a teachers issue. Also , someone may have made a bad choice and left school before they had an education to support their children. The Social worker  doesn't see you or your children five days a week.   I think this is a teachers issue and not Social Worker issues because if the teachers don't report to Social Workers then nothing done. I was told by a teacher they didn't report to the to Social Development some issues at St Peters School as they didn't want mad parents coming to the school. Put the Blame where it should be at the school level !(C)Copyrights Dawn Goff   Teachers protect the kids and report abuse and child that a missing school!

My Nannie Job With Bill Carson and Wife

The summer I left home before my 15 birthday I took a Nannie Job I found in the Telegraph -Journal the Saint John  City news paper. It was on Westside Saint John with someone who work for the city of Saint John, Bill Carson and his wife. The wife work for Irving Tissue on Westside. I was too young to know about sin numbers and for some reason they never asked for mine and the pay was low or 25 dollars week and my own bedroom with balcony. The job lasted about a year. Then one day they announce they were moving on Sunday before I was to  start work on Monday. They told me there was no bedroom and the wife's mother was going care for the baby. This job wasn't  very good choice. One day while I was working I was chase around my bed so I  told Bill I was tell Bernie  if he didn't stop! Bill did stop that day and never did it again. I had the Nannie job, caregiver of their three children for about a year.   It's scarey being  a very young girl. (C)Copyrights! Dawn Goff  writer! My life!# METOO!

St Martens NB Fairfriend School , One Room School House

Most people have nice memories of their days in school in grade one but I don't because of my mother's friend who was  my first grade teacher. Now this school had I believe eight or nine grades in a one room school house. Just picture your little girl age six , that day at school and a much older boy show her his penis at lunch time so she upset so she goes to tell her grade one teacher what happened but instead of being console and tolded you came to the right person in telling about expose himself to six year old child: Beatrice didn't console me she scream at me in front of all the whole class and made fun of me ,  a small child and told everyone I was a tattle tail to the class and told me I had to write lines that said I must not be a tattle Tail. Now what did the older boy get and was she good friends with his parents? She made it sound to the class that I was in the wrong!  Now she was related to child abuser so was she trying to shut me up to keep me from report her brother in -law? I never knew all this information until a good lady told me. A Cub Leader who was a great Cub Leader!   Now there a whole class of children that saw what she did to little girl in grade one!  I could contract them on Facebook and Fairfield School students could get together and tell our stories! Just think there was alot of witness at the school the day she abused me!  Now would you want someone like her to have gun in class as it may go off and hit you? Beatice  also was my caregiver at her home until one day I went down to a brook on her land and was on the bank of the brook trying to caught a fish and drown my new watch my mother gave me. That was the last time she left me there as I couldn't swim.  (C) Copyrights! Dawn Goff

The Anglophone South School District

My records are forged and they have been tampered with and the school years are wrong so who change them? The neglected their contract with me and were suppost teach and protect  me but they didn't do either. Also, two of their teachers abused me! Why was my records changed? They have nothing about my two years on Prince Edward Island. My school file isn't correct . You didn't protect my son Troy Burhoe and you place a time room for all of his 13  school years! One of your  teachers told me they don't report child abuse. I see the big picture now! I am taking these files and up to Social Development. I just forgot about what Troy's teacher told at St Peters School! I thought they were reporting ! I have been doing alot of studing law and alot court cases to so I am ready to take the School Board on! I have been hearing stories about abuse in the schools system! I am hearing story by people that were scared by teachers! Our children are not being protected in schools.     In the USA they have a much bigger issues teacher with guns! Crazy!(C)Copyrights! Dawn Goff

The Beginning

 A Lawyer wanted me to know and remember the past for some reason. It's best to look ahead and be positive but  we can learn alot from the past when you are older and wiser!  The person who wins in Court isn't always  the one with the biggest pay check. It isn 't the one who tells the truth. It isn't the one who sign my mother name on the excuses at St Peters School and get me to miss alot of school and  gave alcohal when I was  13 and 14 teen. I excape to the Westside to be Nannie so was safe from the black guy who kill a women and her baby so  he went jail for 25 . (C) Copyrights! Dawn Goff

Close Call to Heaven

My youngest brother Jeff when he was a baby was crawling around the floor may have been about year old or older when he drank stove oil that was dripping into a can when the pipe was linking. This issue should been fix right away as when child or babies are young you have to keep everything off the floor that they would put into their mouth. My mother called a taxi as she didn't have car to get to the hospital. The  baby was limp and looked purple or white, an unconscious.  Some how  Jeff lived and many years later I was tolded by a retire nurse that most children or babies die after drinking stove oil. It had to have been miracles that Jeffery live until 21 but died later because of medication from my mother doctor she sent him too and the beer and weed that you can smoke that they are making legal now in this Summer. That is three drugs that killed while drive impaired when hit the bridge on the way to the airport in 1985.  You mother thought if you have drug issue then you just take nerve pill and that will fix your head with issues of feeling unloved and not knowing his father until after he died. So sad that young people don't feel loved. If Jeffery had lived he be about 54 years this August. He could have had married and had children and worked at the hospital.One day I went in after Jeffery was gone, There was a women I thought I knew but I didn't know her. As I was leaving she said to me she was glad Jeff was gone or dead. I was horrified at this women! Who is she! I knew now Jeff was at peace and she couldn't hurt any more!  (C) Copyrights!  Dawn Goff

City Bus

One night after getting off the city bus I was attack from the behind my back but some how I got away from my attacker and ran to my front door and slam it shut and the door lock. The only thing the attacker got was a scarf. It was a scarf that match my hat I received from that Christmas. I scream up the stair that I had been attack to my mother who was in my brother bedroom. I don't remember anything else that night but going to my bed. There wasn't any police came or called by my mother so she couldn't have reported. This is the same at her brother Harry she never didn't anything about him. If I had got kill or missing then she would report that as she had insurance on life as had insurance on my younger brother Jeff. It was strange growing up things like your parent taking you to a movie or swimming never happen. We went to church mostly alone. After the attach by the black person I left in the summer to become live in Nannie to three children and never return to north end Rifle Range. By leaving I save my life.  I left a killer in on Wiggmore Court who kill a young women and her baby. This killer is out of Jail or prison and he wasn't charge for the attack on me because I was told she never reported the attack on me. I hope he has change as he hurt my life because I was afraid in the day light walking to school and afraid in school.  How many women did the black guy hurt besides killing the blond girl and her baby?(C)Copyrights! Dawn Goff

Bleeding Hearts

 In the future  I will write about a child abandon after being shot at by a gun man who was family member. A man who threated her life live at the farm house and a brother of one of my mother good friend where she is left for weeks or months. She live to tell her story but many children don't .(C)Copyrights! I dedicate my blog to all the Foster Children who are looking for a loving good home and to the children who died and didn't make it because of guns and abuse!  Dawn Goff

The Only Thing I Can Do About My Past Is to Write My Story

Children go missing every day and are abused by someone so all I can do now is write my story in hopes it help save another child. (C)Copyrights! Dawn Goff

One favourite Sites

 Z dogg   MD.com  and he sings and he and his friends work in hospital in the USA . A doctor that sings!