Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

  I  am starting the year  off right, No stressfull events .Forgive! After the year. I will be going see lawyer about the agent who sold to me my house as she never told me about basement poured wrong. I know good Lawyer in Hampton. I am not a Lawyer and now find these thing stressful. Maybe that will help pay to fix basement. I think Attic roof ok , as Terry put in some vents and stopped the banging noise.  (c)Copyrights! Dawn Goff

October is the Month My Youngest Brother Died

I know the pain of losing a brother who was age  twenty one years old in car crash.and the pain of losing a father at age eight and later watching him die of lung cancer in December 1987. Now I know what it feels like to lose my mother too.Also, in June 1985 the same year Jeffery died in car mishap I lost my friend Paul. ; I watch the police bring in Paul's body from the ocean. I am greatful I have all three of my children and many grand children and two great grand children My older brother and sister too. Right now I am Bless and God is good to me. I am greatfull for my friends and my church choir. I love my music too. Thanks Giving will soon be here. Time to give thanks! (C)Copyrights Dawn Goff

Coleraine Road Fire Sometime In 1962 or 1963

It so long ago when my sister two years older started a field fire after getting off the school bus. I was about six or seven years. I can't remember what year it was. I can remember Faye saying she was going to burn the field to help the blue berries grow better as our father had done before. The next thing I remember is the field was on fire and got out of control. I can remember thinking I was going to die that day. I don't think Faye  about maybe nine could have put out the fire that day. I can remember being hot and tired and nervious . That day God sent an angel Mrs Loughery to put out the fire that would have killed both of us. Mrs Loughery live at the top of the hill on Coleraine Road in a little house. She was my babysitter and she took the time to teach me to net. I can remember her big double mattress when I get to stay the night. She was very nice lady. That day our parents were late getting home from town. Mrs Loughery save alot of houses, animals,  people, wild life, and the cover bridge not far from Coleraine Road Mrs Loughery saved too. In 1962  or 1963 , most people didn't have two cars so some people at home didn't have cars. In May I will take a drive out to Coleraine Road and take a picture of the road and hill that Mrs Loughery run down to put out the fire and save two little girls. Lets make May 1/2019 Mrs Loughery Day a women hero. May Canada honour women who put out the fire on Coleraine. She save the deer that were like cattle in the blue berry fields. There were beautifull apple trees on Coleraine Road.  As a child I love it there. I can still remember Tommy out in the field catching a baby fox .Later Faye and I have it for pet. (C) copyrights! Dawn Goff

The Year I Was Twelve And My Mother Went To USA

The year I was twelve I was left at my mother 's friend Marjorie while she went to the USA . I did not know Marjorie well but she started cutting my hair. She was a hair dresser on Bayside Drive. She also had another business a Special Care Home. Anyway I beleive the first night I slept there I was in a room on a hideabed. That night something happened . In the dark of the night a man came into my room and touch me and threaten me never to tell what he did to me. I only remember my PJs on and I was not developed or had no breasts. I felt that I had left my body and went to the ceiling. I don't remember what he did to me. I remember he touch me the wrong way. I was a child. The next day I learn there was Marjorie 's son in the house in bedroom next to kitchen. I remember Marjorie taking me and her son some where for a drive.The son was too old for a 12 years old. I remember the black lady who was her cook for the Special Care Home. They got me to do the dishes and help with the work or taking the trays up to seniors in the home. I remember being anger at my mother  around that time when my mother was rush to hospital and my grandfather and my aunt had to come from PEI to care for us. My aunt told me that my mother was doing somethings wrong and drinking alcohal that cause her to almost die from a stomach issues(C) Copyrights! Dawn

Sometime In Around The End Of 2002 , Troy's Doctor place him on Risperidone

One day after a visit with Dr X he said he made mistake putting my son on Risperidone. Dr X said he was going to take Troy off the Risperidone but I thought it strange as he had just put Troy on the Risperidone pills. My son Troy has Downs Syndrome and after having some visits with my first husband Troy behavior because worst. It seem like the Risperidone made Troy violent and Troy started hitting my head and pulling out some my hair! It was what Dr X did in court was the reason that Troy was made to go back for visits Troy never wanted to go on those visits.  Dr X didn't protect Troy in court .  Dr X told in court I was over protective  of Troy and he said I sat in on all the visits . The reason I sat in on the visits  was because it was hard to understand Dr X and his language. It  was hard to understand the doctor speach for Troy and I .   Dr X was from the Ivory Coast. Also, sometimes Troy would fall to sleep in Doctor's office because of the Risperidone made Troy tired and have drug out look. After Troy took the pills he no longer drewed pictures or did his Art.    I believe Dr X shouldn't  have gone back to work so soon because  he couldn't think well enough and had depression from lose of his daughter.  Why would a Doctor send Troy back that  talks on his tape that his daddy hurts him!  I don't think he could do the  job well. Also, and made the mistake of putting Troy on the wrong pill or medication. He didn't take enough time to mourn his daughter. Dr X didn't take time to listen to Troy's tape because he wasn't well enough! I think he had lung desease. I told a social worker about him and she said he was a bad choice but I didn't see what she saw! ! I made some changes to protect his family and wife! They are good people.  (c)Copyrights! Dawn Goff

My Blog is Part of The Me Too! Movement

We Women will not remain silent anymore! For years these things remained sweep under the carpent because we turn our pain inside! We carry the shame for what they did to us! But No More! (C) Copyrights! Dawn Goff

My Son Troy 's Doctor Smoked While On Three Dates

On the first date he push me into the hotel door when I said I couldn't go though with dating him because he smoked . Next he light up a smoke and took out bottle of wine.  At Christmas he asked for a date but I said I was too busy with choir. Then there was two other dates  with the same doctor and I thought he was going to protect or help my son in court. Dr kept saying we are going to court , over and over he said we are going to court. When Dr X went to court he didn't help Troy's case and he didn't tell the truth in court either and it's on court papers the untruth too! He hurt Troy instead . Also, the tape that Troy made about his real dad he didn't take the time to listen or check it out. He didn't mention about given it to the police or Social Services!  It was a strange relationship where he told me his problems of his life. The lost of his daughter and his issues with his wife making him smoke in the garage but he wanted to smoke in the home. After his daughter  died he started Fundraising and asked me for some money for UNB scholarship in her name to keep her memory alive so I gave hunderd dollars as I felt his pain of lose of a daughter!  I felt like I was his therapist I was confused about him and felt sorry for him. I have Asthma and for the next two dates he smoked the whole time in the same room. I told him about my asthma but he didn't seem to care about my health.
 The ME TOO Movement!  (C) Copyrights! Dawn Goff                                                                                      This Doctor I had to Subpoena him three times as he didn't want to go to Family Court!          I had to study and learn how to do all the Court Papers! I am not Paralegal. I wanted to protect my Downs Syndrome as I believe in what he told me! I like to study law books on my off time of being a  PCA, Caregiver of the aged and dieing persons. I was very hurt by this man who went to court and didn't protect my son. I had a long relationship with this doctor in the Hospital with my son, Troy. On one of Troy's visits to see his Dr X while I was sitting beside him showing a picture book of my wedding Troy's Doctor started touching the top of my leg. I found this behavior strange in the Hospital. (C)Copyrights! Dawn Goff