This morning I am remembering a car accident out in Renforth in Rothesay NB That Bernie Caused

When I was fourteen and an older women Jean W. made me see him , she was 24 years . So Bernie started taking me for drives and getting me drunk but this is more then 4th time he is getting me driving lessons but he is also giving me alcohal. It is dark and we are park at the Renforth in Bernie 's candy apple red sport car and we are driving down the road towards the rail tracks and I am in the passengers side of car and he is telling to steer the car after getting me drunk. The next thing I know we are in an car accident and that is the last time I see that car as it is towed to the dump. After that car mishap I am sitting in school having depression and finding it hard to learn and issues with memory . I believe I got a head injury from that car accident and because of it I lost a year of school . Bernie broke up with me because of it and said it was because I was not aloud out on school nights and had to be home early. The police stop him three times but they did nothing to protect me? I asked why I was not protected as a child. Also , my Downs syndrome son was not protect in NB, Saint John and Rothesay, Canada . I was told by the police I wasn't virgin but what about my Down Syndrome is it because he wasn't virgin? I am going to my doctor to find out if I have had concussions?  Now Bernie Burhoe. has died and I want to sue his estate that his common law young wife has! If your a lawyer in Saint John or Rothesay  NB I like to speak to you!  My phone is in the phone book. Dawn G (c) Copyrights! 

I am lock out of my hotmail account , They say I might not be Me !

 This is for my dawnangel hot mail acccount. If you were me then you might get sick with a cold or just down to earth tired from all I have gone through. Next  year I am going to be alot older next year and I am still working as care person. I have many jobs so sometime I forget which password this time I used for this new computer so that is now four laptops and home computer my younger son going on 30th  next year was using . Also, I have two other older children , one 48 with Downs Syndrome.  I will have to go get someone to help me to get into my dawnangel 999@hotmail but right now I am too tired to play with it .Copyrights (c) dawnangel

The Opal ring

  The year I still lived at North End Wigmore Court I was given gifts by Bernie , purple jumpsuit, tape recorder bought from Thorns Hardware where he work for short time before going to Irving Pulp and Paper but own by another company back at the time. The Opal ring with garnets around the opal , I was age 14 at the time. I was taken to restaurants and Bernie would force me to eat when I didn't want to as I was not hungery. This is an issue over control as no one would make a 14 teen year old eat . At my school he would come to my school and get me to take the day off so I got way behind but he didn't seem to care. Bernie would buy me things that were not healthy, alcohal and cigarettes. Now today we know these things can kill you and make you very sick. Three times the police stop Bernie for sitting too close to me and letting me drive down a back road without licence and they did nothing to try to protect me so Bernie could have done anything with me and nothing would be done. This is why young girls end up died as policemen do nothing. Mrs Marks , police women did nothing! I didn't have father to protect me so I ended having to marry him after he got me pregnant. That same year at 14 teen he tried to take nude pictures of me but I kept saying no . Bernie  had many pictures of his first young wife , was careless with them . He let people see them so I didn't want that to  happen to me as I respect me body, my private place. I am christen .  (C)Copyrights dawnangel pin name

The diamond Bernie Gave Me

 The visit to St Joseph Hospital I had the diamond ring he gave me so this kept my mouth close because I believe this person love me but he was still married to his first wife and not yet divorced. I may have been pregnant but didn't know it yet. My doctor wouldn't give me birth control pills  but said be a good girl and go back to school. My sister came home from Montreal and came to 50 Hazen Street and I told her my  Dr Yang  wouldn't give me birth control so she took me to a women doctor; but it was too late as I was already pregnant. Dr Yang also was Bernie Burhoe  doctor at the Rothesay Paper Mill but now Irving Paper Mill. I think my doctor could have protected me a little better or was protecting Bernie instead? Young girls should learn to love themself. There was another ring Bernie bought me but I gave it to my daughter, an opals with garnets around it. I have the diamond he gave me. I don't know the value but just memory. (C)Copyrights dawnangel

The Apartment On Hazen Street Next to Bernie's Mother's

 One day we move next door to Bernie Mother at 50 Hazen Street. One night he came home and tryed to force me to lay down on the black couch and I didn't want to as he smell too bad or alcohal was too strong so it made me sick. He force my right wrist and arm backwards too far so the next day my whole wrist and arm pained too bad so finally I had to go up hill to St Joeseph's hospital. After I found out I have broken my wrist and sprained arm , next the nurse and medical people put a white cast on my wrist and arm. I was asked by the nurse who hurt me so I said it was my boyfriend Bernie Burhoe and I said he came home drunked. I also said he acted like he was joking around but that wasn't true but I was being force to have lay down and have sex but I didn't want too. I don't like to sleep with drunks. The next thing I know I was pregnant with my daughter and I was 17 years old . Shortly after this something happened with his son from his first wife and we moved to GrandBay. Things were happened around me but I didn't understand some of it. In Grandbay we live in a mimi home and it was in the summer and walking up and down to the Dairy Queen for an ice cream to keep cool. One night I get a call from my mother and my aunt Marjorie in the other room sleeping. The call  on the phone from my mother didn't go well and she was screaming at me and asking why Bernie would give my 10 year old brother Jeffery whole bottle beer ? I am brain died and didn't have clue why this would happen to my baby brother. I wasn't very smart back at that time of my life. I didn't know about men that Groomed little children and someone that was only 13 teen and that was me , dawnangel. Also, it gave Bernie a chance to be around little children like my 10 year old little brother. That Bernie liked to drug them with alcohal . (C)Copyrights dawnangel 

The two Lawyers , Tom Biship and Rodney McDonald decide that Troy Burhoe should be on Welfare

 When Troy was almost finish at Simonds High School , about age 19 and in Special class for people with disability. Troy's father Lawyer ,Tom Biship hired another lawyer for my son Troy,  Rodney McDonald and they decide Bernie Burhoe who worked Irving Pulp and Paper Mill shouldn't need  to pay child support . When Bernie died all of his money went to his Common law young wife. So now you the Goverment and the tax payer is supporting most special needs persons who don't have real disability pension but call it what it is Welfare. I believe the system is not working right or there wouldn't be a homeless women on Loch Lomond Road.  So you could say that is Court Order for Welfare and low or no child support. I want to tell New Brunswick that our special needs children didn't ask to be born slow or with disability. I am speaking out for all Downs Syndrome persons and disability persons.  (C) Copyrights! dawnangel

Another strange visit with Troy's Doctor Odei

 I was finding hard to figure out this doctor from Ivory Coast with sometimes Engish hard to understand. Today the doctor is asking  me would l like to date some doctors but I said No I don't want to date any doctors. A round that time in the News Paper there was a story about a doctor at Saint John NB Regional Hospital who house keeper found couple garbages bags in closet of child porn and they put him in jail. Later on the doctor took his life , died. As small I was abused , age 2 or 3 by family friend and now I have to go to that same house because it is an Home and Car Insurance . I told them what happened in their  building and that there is ghost in there Insurance house;They don't care!                                                                                                     On Another day after the Family Court , Dr Odei asked me why I said to the Judge to tell Bernie Burhoe to take his child Support and put up his butt . Now Troy's Dr Odei  asked why I said that to Court and I told him  that Troy Social worker Mary for Social Development said  I may get him to stop abusing Troy. All of what I said is in Court Papers up at the Law Courts so its Public so if News Paper is interesting in  Troy story. Troy has Downs syndrome , now age 48 years old.  After Dr Odei daughter died he found out he had lung cancer so wife wouldn't let smoke in their house so he had to smoke in his garage. I wonder if this man should have been working at Regional Hospital  as he told me he gave Troy Burhoe the wrong medicine. Also , he was scaring me by asking me out on dates and saying strange stuff. He would also say things about my second husband , "that he didn't love me" I had my own issues and I didn't need Dr Odei issues or pain of loss! My mother lossed 21 year old son so I had to live her pain ! (C)copyrights! dawnangel  pin name!

Troy's doctor Odei Visit at Regional Hospital

 Back in 3003 , Troy started his visits because after he had to go back to his birth father and started to have behavior issues. Troy use to record on his child tape recorder having sex with daddy in the water bed with no PJs on and daddy too had no clothers on in the water bed. Troys doctor asked me all about Troy's father and when did I met him and how old I was , age 13th, Troys Dad nine years older. The doctor asked how did I get to Condola Beach in Rothesay on my 14th birthday and what happen that  night on the beach with Troy's Dad at age 14th , how much alcohal he gave me. Also what happened unconsented sex and giving Dawn alcohal on the beach. How did we get to the beach, I said Bernie's car. That was around the time Dr started saying we are going to court and he said it over and over , we going to court in his office at the hospital. This was when I thought he was going protect Troy Burhoe in Family Court but that didn't happen as he made fun of me and put me down to the Court of Law. Odei said some other things in Court as well ? I can say those things made me afraid of him ,Dr Odei !  (C) copyrights   A future book  

Why are the people in tents in the winter and summer

 This morning I called my Downs Syndrome son worker at Agar Place about my son Troy cheque, or disablity cheque got stop and they said they wouldn't give me Troy cheque. Tomorrow is his 48 birthday and I decided I get someone from Law office to look into why his cheque is stopped again? It tells me Social Devolopment doesn't respect the job I don 't being Troys mother for 48 years. Now back in 2000, they said I couldn't give up my job as Troys mother because they said they needed me to protect Troy from his dad Bernie from abusing him. Now Family Court they didn't respect to protect him in count and said I didn't Subpoena them to Court and they almost sounded with contempt. I have information from an MP office that Social Developement didn't believe a young teen boy or protect him when Donnie Snock was sexually abusing he and that later took his life. I feel sorry for the children in Saint John NB Canada.  I have another story I will write about Troy's doctor who after his daughter died all of sudden asked me out on three dates and told me all his personal issues, there was other things he would say to me. To continue!   This may be a best seller. dawnangel. (C)Copyrights.